In God We Trust

i've got a really vexed feeling tonight..

got alot of things on my mind but i can't exactly say much over here..

truth can be a really scary thing i guess cos sometimes it can really hurt to know it, but ultimately it sets the captive free yea?

ARGH.. i need someone i can trust to share all these thoughts going thru my head..

ultimately i know i got to come to terms with it someday soon..

it's not dat i dun want to do it, but yet i dunno wat's holding me back.. gotta bind this fear!

i needa be more bold, needa be more courageous to face the music..

i needa speak the truth..

God help me, u're my strength when i am weak.. help me to do the difficult thing.. it's a huge risk to take, but God, please give me the faith to do it..

i'm trusting in You!