To Be True Always~

I've been learning more about myself especially in recent times :) In the way i deal with people, in my relationships with them :)

I realised dat, for the relationships i treasure very much with ppl, i've always been devoted, loyal, always willing to give in, seek the development of the relationship, tolerant...

And it's always been like dat for me in teh way i approach and deal with r/s with ppl in my life :) Dat's why when i find a gd relationship with someone, anyone for dat matter, i would invest alot into it because i know dat it is worth it and it will bring forth a great harvest :)

I guess i dun have many close friends at all :) Because i've learnt over the years of experience, how to be more careful in whom i enter into relationship with. Whom i allow into my life, my inner circle, the deepest part of my soul.

When i've found and established a great r/s with a person, i will defend it, protect it, never betray it, nourish it, build it, develop it, treasure it with all my life :) I dunno, but dat's just the way i've been wired.. The bible says dat greater love has no other than when a man lays down his life for his friend. I guess dat's how i approach relationships? :)

I even consider dying for such a person as worth it :) Cos i'm very willing if any situation calls for it :) to me, my life is not worth more than my friend whom i treasure very much :)

So, let's say in times of war, i'd be willing to risk my life for the people i love. If someone is in danger, i'd brave it to get him/her out of the danger. Would i take a bullet for the one i love? yeah i would :) gladly :) Would i do seemingly stupid things in order to save the one i love? Yeah you bet i would :)

I guess dat's just me :D Dat's wat i've always been.. but in recent times, i've realised it more so~

And dat's how i approach marriage too. In my entire life, i've only ever had one love relationship which was before my life was right with God. When dat ended, i've never entered into another even up till this day :) Why? Well, i think the answer is simple: I don't fancy playing games with others :) I've always been serious about stuff like this, so if it's not worth it, i wun bother at all :) Because, i wouldn't want to waste anybody's time :)

Right now dat i am right with God, i am looking for permanent relationships dat will last a lifetime :) you know, life is too short to go around searching and searching and tripping over and over again.. it's jsut a waste of time doing so. So dun ever invest into relationships you know will never reap a harvest in ur life :)

Well, i'm gonna continue being true to myself, to the people around me :) I will let my character speak for itself :)

Hmm.. well just some random post about learning more about myself~