Dear You~

Dear You,

It's been a while since i last had a decent time of conversation and all with you~ So wat's up? Ah... nvm :) well, i heard from the grapevine the other day dat this and this happened and dat and dat happened.. yeah so, *shrugs*?? Anyway, do u remember those times? Yea those times? Ah well.. forget. Why did i bother asking anyway? I should have known~

But anyway, i think it's good for you dat you never really bothered bout it much~ Not dat it mattered to you anyway as evidenced~ But dat's fine, cos i think maybe you're just different in a weird sense of the word? Anyway bout the other day, a thought crossed my head and i believe the same thought crossed yours too.. And so when i asked you when and why? Of cos, i knew you didnt dare say it~ ;)

Well, yeah so anyway i wanted to tell u this: Dun think you know me very well cos i dun think u do at all~ yeah, let's get dat clear for now~ i wasnt very pleased with the fact dat i had some ppl coming up to me and telling me wat they did. i dun appreciate dat one bit at all~ so dun pride yourself~

The thing is dat you think everybody owes u a living.. well my answer to u is this: GET A LIFE :) Alright? i hope i spelled it out clearly enough~ i think u are a hinderance to my world.. a hinderance to my plans and my goals.. you are like a thorn embedded in the flesh dat refuses to rid itself, a parasite bent on bleeding me dry.

Sometimes you wonder why and how u become the way u are, well, i think u only have urself to blame? You had ur chances and u blew each one of them~ Over and over again, you dashed over the cliff. Now the same story goes round the melancholy merry-go-round~ Ironic isnt it? To have thought dat u had gotten when u havent gotten wat u thought...

Wat is truth? Well truth is you cant handle anything dat is even remotely truthful.. All you wanna do is bask in the light of your lies~ Cut urself up, hang up, tumble spin~ So now when all u can see is a minute glimpse of it all, it suddenly... SHUTS itself right into ur face!

Yeah i can almost imagine you thinking u understand the least bit of this all~ But nah.. you dun.. and u never will~ And dat's my intention. You were never meant to understand this in the first place. sorry to say dat u're the least qualified to think dat u can get a hold of me :)

My time has come, to stand up for all of it~ move along so u dun get shot in the foot. Pack up and uproot, turn the compass upside down, move on and dun look back and always walk with the sun behind ur back. Do wat u have to do, becus i will and i must. And you can be sure, i will do it excellently~ This i promise you, a first and last promise. Void the rest, they dun mean a thing~ I guess it was wrong of me to have shared in those rings~ But dat's fine, becuz the best is yet to be and the tough ones become tougher. So shout it out, let it loose, now's the time for the chosen one to rule.

Indifferent, egotistical, narsissistic, self centred, autocratic, cretan. Now dun dat all remind you of someone? Yeah i think u know who i'm refering to~ tell me about it~ Have a gd day and may u come back down to earth once again~