Love And Life And All

Well waddya know eh? didnt see myself about to spout some of my love philosophy anytime soon
but.. well yeah waddaya know haha~ So, will it be Vancouver or Australia? Dat remains open~

This thing bout love makes some ppl do the stupidest things in life, well at least dat's wat some ppl
say :) it works different for everyone i guess. i'm kinda confused rite now.. but amidst the confusion,
i'm glad to say dat i wun regret wat i'm doing now~ live for the moment and let the future take care
of itself. Quoting the bible, and even though i aint the saintliest christian in the world.. (man i dun
even call myself christian..) but yeah, it says in some verse of some chapter of some book, "Do not
worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself". Yeah, so i make my decisions rite here
rite now. I never did think for a moment, dat there's a chance i might settle for Australia instead? but
yeah, who can predict wat happens in the future? or tmrw for dat matter.

I'll wait~ wait patiently while just goin about doin my thing~ i know wat i want in life, and dat's to be
happy ultimately~ and for the one i love to be happy definitely. Sometimes, you gotta sacrifice for the
benefit of others? I've grown to learn, dat happiness for the one i love is truly happiness~ even
though i might have liked it a different way but hey, her happiness, yea dat's wat matters :)

It's been countless of times where i've been a step too late where matters of the heart are concerned~
haha! yeh, i am dat damn accurate eh?? hahaha~ but things happen for a gd reason~ and there's
meaning behind it~ watever happens in the future happens~ i know wat i'll do now and i'll just wait
around~ i've waited for ppl before, for a long time and dat's nothin~ my love for her is more powerful
and it drives me on :) i'd give up any opportunity dat comes along the way rather than give her up. Ppl
say it's stupid to wait for a person? cos there might be so many other ppl out there waiting for u? but
to me, it's like wat's the point? whether i meet these ppl or not, my heart's already set on someone
else? get wat i mean? yeah..

even if it means waiting till old or dead.. yea so be it~ at least, i will not regret givin my heart to
someone whom i've fallen in love with~ i'd rather spend my days like dat.. i may be foolish, naive, plain
stupid.. but at least i know wat it's like to really have so much love for a person and i'd rather be dat
way. It's not everyday you find a person who shares the same perspectives as u do in love, life and wat
not~ it's amazing~

As Nat King Cole sings, "When I fall in love, it will be forever. Or i'll never fall in love.... When i give my
heart, it will be completely. Or i'll never give my heart". I've definitely given my heart to her haha~
ok, there i go crappin again about my love philosophy and some ppl will hate it, most will not understand
it, but really i dun give a damn, cos dat's the way i love. so watcha gonna do bout it? shoot me? great
i'll gladly die for love, so wat's waiting forever to me? i'll do it :)