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I knew it.. since ths afternoon in some damn cold room doing a test, i'd be sick. in fact, so many of us were like sniffing and sneezing away in the bloody freakin cold airconditioned room. And now i got a bloody cold and a damn sore throat. And when i'm sick, i speak my mind more blatantly.

Something came to mind today, just a while ago. Just wat is wrong with some ppl who call themselves your frens but they can fuckin tease u about stuff which you clearly are pissed about?? i seriously dunno. why? do u derive some sorta fucked up sadistic thrill to it huh? I said dun mention dat person ever in front of me, but no, some ppl must go on teasing you about it and wat fuck. Honestly, i've had enough. On the outside, i might seem damn ok with it, but dat's just because i dun wanna make the situation bad for u IF I BLEW UP IN YOUR FACE!!!!!!!!

YOU GUYS KNOW WHO YOU ARE LAH OK? I DUN HAVE TO NAME NAMES WATSOEVER. I'VE SORTA HAD IT UP HERE. PLEASE, IF YOU WANNA TALK, TALK SENSIBLE STUFF AND QUIT REMINDING ME OF THE FUCKED UP PAST OK AND WAT NOT? THE PAST IS PASSED, IT IS FUCKED, TO HELL WITH IT, I DUN NEED ANY 'FREN' TO FUCKIN MAKE FUN OF ME ABOUT IT. HOW WOULD YOU LIKE IF SOMETHING BOTHERED YOU, AND YOU HATED THE FUCK OUT OF IT, AND I CAME ALONG, SUPPOSEDLY YOUR 'FREN' AND I STARTED FUCKIN RUBBIN THE GOD DAMN SALT IN UR FUCKIN GOD DAMN WOUND?!? HUH?!??! JUST HOW THE FUCK WOULD YOU BE FEELING THEN HUH? ASK YOURSELF DAT!!!

i already said very clearly that the things dat piss me off are the fuckin betrayals dat certain individuals have subjected me to. and to think dat some of you whom i regard as frens can joke about dat in front of my face? not once, but fuckin many times?!?! WAT THE FUCK MAN HONESTLY?!?!?!

i'm disappointed really. at least, i can say i have known some of u guys for the longest time in my sch life here but wat the fuck man honestly, wat the fuck, i dun go around teasing the fuck out of u of your pet peeves. i know my fuckin limits lah ok, and i expect you to respect mine as well! so stop fuckin lumping with certain fucked up individuals which i clearly detest. i seriously hate to blow up in any of ur faces cos i guarantee you, you'll be left with nothin but a whole lot of spit on it~ but really, if i do, god help u man.....