Saxophone Blues

If you were in sch this morning.. at the office, you should have seen the crowd. All the kiasu eager beavers were lined up waiting to hand in their forms to Joyce. Crazy man.. i was there too of cos~ damn kiasu~ but hey, it's the damn electives man.. i dun wanna be stuck with one i hate. i'll just die for 4 months if dat was so.

Today's not a very very good day.. especially in terms of sax. today was like the stock market crashed day.. fuck man honestly. it's like one day teh stocks soared at its highest and the next day, market crash.. fuck.. today was jus like dat. and it was like only 3 days or so ago dat my tone was at its peak. Not dat i sounded bad today, no i didnt. there were other problems.

I used a new reed today and dat was the start of my problems.. cant play the higher register well and i cant even play 2nd register OPEN C# ok.. fuck man like there was some crap stuck there blockin the sound from goin thru.. alot of resistance in the setup, even using the Mark III lig.. and hell man very very demoralising. Sucks man honestly. when was the last time you ever felt so damn demoralisesd because nothin seemed to work rite when it did just awhile ago? yeah.. u know dat sorta feelin.. ups and downs.. wat i call the saxophone blues~ which btw is the title of my script.

anyway anyway, this is a passing phase. tmrw will be better~ i'm dissipating my focus and then refocusing again.. hopefully, my mind will be clearer and more agile tmrw at practice.