This time round..i think i really said alot of things dat i shouldn't have said. with all the surrounding tension and uncertainty, most of us would have caved in to our anger and blasted things dat we all will regret later in life.

I guess it's hard to forgive and forget? I guess time is the one miracle healer dat somehow seems to work lah.

I said many things dat i shud not have. They were insulting. I brought up the past. paid the price for sayin things in a folly. Well..i guess i get too self-righteous, too arrogant, too judgemental, and the likes dat sometimes i fail to see my own faults. i guess when bad things are said to you by someone u love, it always hurts more becos the person matters more than others? it's a painful thing i've experienced and wat's worse is dat it all ends just like dat. i think my life wun stop here. it'll have to go on and i've learnt alot of valuable lessons dat are truly remarkable.

Before i learn to forgive others, i've gotta start learnin to forgive myself first. i'm not perfect, nobody is.

One thing dat i hope now, is dat there's availability for the flights..i'd really love to go to Nepal to visit my aunt, take a gd break. live life with a different perspective and lifestyle there~ i guess we should learn how to broaden our minds and not stay cooped up at home here. i just pray dat life from this day forth will be as bright as the sunrise, as beautiful as the sun set~