So Many Words...So Little Chance

Sounds like the title of some song..but no. Yea, dat sums up the day i guess..alot of things on the mind, again..aiyah. Gee, i'm supposed to organise the beach outing and yea for one moment there i didnt feel like going and.. *pauses* god, so many things are flashing before my mind now and it's makin me so..i dunno..rite now, i'm just gonna get a bath and hopefully i'll feel better. gosh i'm guessing it's another bout of dementor-ture ;)

So many words, so little chance,
So many words, and I'm suffering in silence.
So hard to say, the words I wanted today,
God help me, this prayer I pray.

So maybe someday, I'll find it in me,
To say those three words, the words: I love thee .
But someday has come, and someday has arrived,
And I wish it to stay, rain or shine come what may.

So darling will it be fine, if I ask you to be mine?
And will you let me love you, the way you do me too?
Because right here right now, I'm makin this vow
And honey it's true, when I tell you I really love you


So will you trust me, to take away the pain?
And will you allow me, to take us far away?
Away from the scars, to a paradise - the heavens filled with stars?
Because all I'd ever want is you to be happy,
And all I'd ever need is you really.

If this is the future that you want to see,
Then darling let's make this our destiny.
For until the angel of death comes by to greet me,
My dear, please believe me, when I tell you that I really love thee.

Er..did i just write a song...? Ok great..inspiration from God knows where..
and well..yea i mean every single word i just typed out. Thank God for..giving me the strength to *smilez*