guess wat...made a terrible mistake today. yea..i pissed my sub-ed off big time and she's really fuckin pissed with me.

remember, always consult ur team members B4 u make decisions!!!!!!!! i learnt it pretty hard lah..

well, hm...sometimes, even though u wanna like help others and stuff and the intention is gd? but unknowingly u can like really make them pissed if for example in my case u didnt tell them wat u were gonna do? well, i guess..ppl look at things differently and well it's all very subjective. well, so perhaps dats y doin gd and having gd intentions doesnt pay sometimes? BUT dats not the point, whether it pays or not. wat matters, is dat in ur heart u know u had gd intentions and it takes courage and nobility and a heart dat cares to do sumthing gd for another person.

i'm not gonna talk about the details heh ;)

vanessa: if u read this, then i've gotta thank u for lashing out at me. I guess, in watever u do..u make mistakes and really u dun mean them to happen (familiar?) and yea, i can totally understand y u r pissed with me and no i dun blame u becos yes it is entirely my fault ;)

sincerely,
ben