sheesh..today was hm..i dunno man..things in the afternoon during webdeap were just like euergh...
it's like i suddenly felt the same thing which i did a few weeks back ago..it's a dementor thinghy..
it's like..u just feel dat ur whole world is crashin down dat kinda feeling? yea..i dunno y but i hate it man..it's comin back to haunt me again..
it's dat dreadful feelin..i dunno..it's some kinda demon out there dats weighing my heart down..puttin worries in my mind..
i swear..my heart's so heavy i think I cud like just get a seizure and die from it..man..this is really not gd for the health..too much stress..

God help me deal with all the crap dat's in my mind pls? i dun even know y they're in there as well..i really dun want this evil thinghy to like affect my health
and my work...pls help me deal with it..get rid of the dreaded feelin within..and take my soul and my heart and make them yours..
Lord i need u to help me pull thru this sem...it's so stressing me out, i might go nutz over things..plz..help me to cry it out..

I'm tellin u guys..year 2 is no fun at all..really..i needa cry man..i seriously needa do sumthin to get rid of all the worries and stress dat's been plaguing me..i really wanna cry it all out..really..i need someone to help me...need someone to talk to...need someone to understand..need someone...need...

Sent an email to radio heatwave programme director and hope he replies dat. tmrw..gotta get a few views from students in the campus. needa get mr raphael oei as well and ask him a few questions.
gonna do commiss later~ all 600 words of it ;) hey, wish me luck ya? i really need the boost for this one ;P

man..wat a blog entry of emotion today...sheesh...can feel 'it' stabbing thru my heart, suckin out my soul...stress..worry..fatigue..sickness.. ;~(