test test test....
damn thing's not always workin nowadays.

die..another..day...hm...not bad a show i must say~ it's been quite a while since i caught a late show...

tmrw..well rather today will be quite a special day. for both myself and for my brother. for him, it'll be his 15th bday, for me, it'll be the first time i'll ever be spending the whole day with him, just the both of us bros chillin out..poolin..eatin..coffee..etc..he plays bloody well for a first timer i must say~ has got a gd sense of aiming~

it just strikes me dat in all his 15 years..i've never did anything much for him on his bday or any other day for dat matter. i guess i've always taken him for granted..even told myself dat i'll never ever give 2 fucks about him ever again..but i'm very wrong i must say..this guy's growin up each day..and each day passes by fast..i dun think i've been dat close to him before until i started hangin out with the ppl he hangs out with - his group of line-dancin pals, many of whom i've become great frens with~ gettin to know his frens have made me understand where he's been comin from alot better and i've grown to appreciate him for who he is.

thinkin back on those times where we'll be so eager to have each others heads off..i really kinda regret the only thing dat i didnt get close to him earlier. well..i guess better late than never~

even though i doubt you'll be readin this, but just wanna tell u dat i'm just mere lucky and fortunate to have u as my brother, as one you look up to and i respect u for dat~ i dun think i really deserve being ur elder brother..considerin the times i've always despised and looked down upon u..for all those times, i really wanna tell u dat i'm very sorry and i regret ever sayin and doin the things dat really cut u deep.

come this day today, we'll go have ourselves a great time~ i wish u, a Happy Blessed Birthday bro ;) and i love you~

~He Ain't Heavy, He's My Brother~


The road is long with many awaiting turns
That lead us to who knows where,
who knows where
But I'm strong,
strong enough to carry him
He ain't heavy, he's my brother
So long we go
His welfare is my concern
No burden is he to bare, we'll get there

For I know
he would not encumber me
He ain't heavy, he's my brother

If Im laden at all,
I I am laden with sadness that
everyone's heart isn't filled with the gladness
I am alone for one and other

It's so long long road
From there is no return
while we're on the way to live why not share

And the load doesn't weigh me down at all
He ain't heavy , he's my brother

He's my brother
He ain't heavy
He's my brother
He's my brother
He ain't heavy
He's my brother