Tonight this night, i'm feelin so weary and tired that yea i need God for strength...throughout this whole period of "darkness", the loneliness, the dread, the pain, the scars...i need Him alot...

There's so much dats been happenin this sem dat i dunno where to start. It's been a whole rollercoaster ride of ups and downs...and alot of us have come to the point where we're at the edge of the cliff and yea...it's like u wanna jump off but there's sumthin dat's holding u back? I know ppl who are like me in this current state now, and i told them i'll be there to grab em when they feel like jumpin off...the worse thing is to have no one back to grab u? cos u cant do it by urself...

i guess we all need each other durin this very "dark" period as i would term it~ be it in our work..family..frens..bgrs and wat not..we gotta be there for each other physically, emotionally..in watever way possible cos it's dreadful not havin anyone around to talk to or confide in or just share ur joy or sorrow. No man/woman in my opinion can ever live their lives without others and yea...

alot of us..sick now? correct?..yea..hm..who are let me see...oh..ok sarah is down with..flu i think...and roxanne also is down with flu..
as for me i am runnin a dreaded temperature no thanx to the rain of yesterday...not a gd time to fall sick believe me.
But the worse i've heard so far is food poisoning which is like way up there in terms of the "we-are-sick-and-dying" hierarchy and guess who?
yea..of all ppl my dear sub-ed van whom we so dearly need now considerin we are stickin to the original deadline...

Hey u all, i know sicknesses come by and it's not really our fault to fall sick..but if we do, ya know..TAKE TAKE VERY VERY GD CARE! It's no laughin matter yea?
and damn..i needa take my own advice as well! gee, here i am tellin u guys to take care and hell, i am suppose to work throughout the whole of tonight later...gonna be meeting up with the editor and layout artiste and get everything laid out for tmrw pardon the punt but yea ;)
hm...so much work..so little time...so much to do..so little energy...gosh...is this hell on earth or wat..

and extracts of the song "You Are Not Alone" by Michael Jackson ;)

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...